March 22, 2017

Thoughts On Thirty

I'm thirty. It feels so weird to say that. I'm thirty. Yeah, still weird.

Growing up I always thought thirty was old and well now I'm thirty. I guess that makes me old.

I never really thought I'd turn thirty so it's kind of weird to think that I am thirty. I think maybe I am still in denial that I am thirty. Who am I kidding? I don't think, I know I am in denial.

I remember when I turned 18 I felt old and well since then each birthday has seemed to come quicker and quicker than the last birthday. Honestly, I don't feel old. I don't feel much older than my 18 year old self. I am more responsible, hard working and mature than my 18 year old self but I feel like I am very much that same person. Here's hoping I don't age too terribly much during the next ten years of life. I want to look as young and feel as young as I can for as long as I can.

Random thought- Maybe watching 13 Going On 30 will help me to not view thirty as old but as being at the peak and prime of my life.